what's going through my mind these days..

I can't believe that she will be here in 11 days or less...(induction date set for Feb. 7) I am so excited to meet my little lovely...

I feel like the last few months have flown and the whole pregnancy I have just wanted her to already be here and to be done being pregnant. But now, I want time to slow, I want a few more minutes here and a lot of hours there. Mostly, I feel emotional when I think of my sweet D. I love my time with him. I love every day I spend with him and can't wait until he wakes up from a nap so we can tackle our day together. I love watching him with Cam and seeing the sweet, special bond that they have.

I am not looking forward to the sleepless nights and being so tired, and I wonder how I will fair with such an active boy to entertain during the day....

I remember when I had D... just sleeping during the day with him and holding him for all of his naps. This time around will be different... that's for sure...

Yet, I already love our little girl... I am excited to meet her... will she be dark haired or blond? Will she look like D? I already dream of shopping for prom dresses, decorating her college dorm room, planning her wedding, and being her biggest fan and I can't wait! I feel connected to her more than I did when pregnant with D just because I KNOW... I know how much I will love her and how my world will never be the same, and I never would want it to be...

All that being said... I am blessed. I am so thankful for my sweet D and can't wait to meet little lovely.

This may be the last post.. so here is a pic of me with her only 2 weeks away...

And this is the little one who has no idea what is to come...